I reckon these girls are about my size. There's nothing wrong with them, I'm probably fatter. And definitely uglier. Just wanted to re-affirm to myself that I *DO NOT* want to be this size anymore. Or ever again. I want to be thin. I've just reached my first hurdle. I've had my wages so now I know I can afford to buy takeaways and bad foods and food in general. I've fought pretty well today and I think if I get to tomorrow without eating bad food I should have past the first hurdle.
At the moment on my diet/exercise regime, I'm losing 1 kg/2 pounds a day, which is what I'm aiming for.
Just found out that I'm shorter than I thought so my BMI is drastically higher than it was *Sob* It doesn't matter though, it just means I can lose more weight and it won't be a problem!
My first goal is to fit into an old pair of trousers, just to show myself even at that weight (wayyy smaller than now) I'm not happy with myself. I'll be much happier, but I *need* to get down to 7 stone/100 pounds at least. When there if I'm happier, I will try and go back to more food. Otherwise it's 5 stone, or 3.
To be honest, I don't care if I die through this, but just please let me die thin and pretty.
Anyway, enough ramble - Some thinspo! Before and After pics to come next post.
Lindsay And Nicole
Angelina Jolie(Quod Me Nutrit Me Destruit - What nourishes me destroys me... Love that quote)
Think Thin!
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