100lbs.

It's impossible to put into words how much I crave, want and NEED to be thin. I want to be 100 pounds so bad. Just because it's a safe number (OCD tendancies...)

I thought I was doing well, but when I realised it was only half a stone, I could have cried. A little over half a stone anyway... bah.

So I'm going to take some more diet pills and exercise as much as I can I hope. Stupid self is tired 'cus of my meds. Bah.

I'm so fucking fat. I hate it so much, truly. I'm not even in a good BMI range. Fucking pig.

/Rant.