Bah, I feel completely shite.
Have been eating WAY too much for around a month due to situations that don't matter. Went away and it was Thincity. Rib bones, hip bones, clavicles, spines just everywhere. I could have died when I saw them.
Finally, Ana's awoken. She is pissed! I had shut her away. I went up about a hundred stone, and decresed down to around where I was when I started to fight over the last few days. Still way too big. Yuuck.
Today was spent in bed, all day. On the upside though, no food at all, maximum of 50 liquid calories and am about to take a packet of 'diet' pills. Am so depressed at the moment that staying in bed is allowed and not noticed so much.
Feel really really sick today, didn't go out to walk (Yeah, I can't run either anymore...) to am even huge-er. I think I should dig out my Ana book again and start serious work.
Hoping to go out in the morning to walk for a good few hours. Then hide in bed and avoid food again.
Will add some thinspo when I can.
Think Thin.
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