Update

Things are going well, but I know saying that it'll jinx it.

I've found a good exercise for my lower abs which I need most, my upper abs are 'okay'.

My legs are FAAAATTT, more so than most of me. My Butt is the worst, it's mahossive. So I'm on the lookout for a butt workout besides squats, which I just can't seem to do, that works my butt.

Think thin.

Thinspo

Total intake today: 5 diet pills, vitamins, happy pills and some water.

Pretty good I think.

Urgh.

Delays again sorry, suicidal shit going on.

Still fucking fat. But I am losing and my hunger is 100% gone. I've B/P a couple of times lately, just to give me something to do and to hurt myself a bit. My throat is in agony today as I ended up throwing up just the bile? (acidy stuff) in my stomach. But hey, got the food out.
I've run out of diet pills so I'm pissed about that, however tomorrow I should have enough money to go buy some.

I was watching Juno and thought how wonderful Ellen Page looked even when pregnant. But she's naturally quite thin and very pretty so a few pics of her I liked: