Update

Things are going well, but I know saying that it'll jinx it.

I've found a good exercise for my lower abs which I need most, my upper abs are 'okay'.

My legs are FAAAATTT, more so than most of me. My Butt is the worst, it's mahossive. So I'm on the lookout for a butt workout besides squats, which I just can't seem to do, that works my butt.

Think thin.

Thinspo

Total intake today: 5 diet pills, vitamins, happy pills and some water.

Pretty good I think.

Urgh.

Delays again sorry, suicidal shit going on.

Still fucking fat. But I am losing and my hunger is 100% gone. I've B/P a couple of times lately, just to give me something to do and to hurt myself a bit. My throat is in agony today as I ended up throwing up just the bile? (acidy stuff) in my stomach. But hey, got the food out.
I've run out of diet pills so I'm pissed about that, however tomorrow I should have enough money to go buy some.

I was watching Juno and thought how wonderful Ellen Page looked even when pregnant. But she's naturally quite thin and very pretty so a few pics of her I liked:

Thinspo

ARGH.

It's been a while. Went a bit crazy suicidal and put on new meds which caused me to put on weight. I'm off them now and seriously pissed. I have lost over the weekend enough to put me just a little over what I was before. Yeah, before I started dieting again! Fucking bullshit. Who puts you on tablets that make you a whale?! I'm not having anymore, I'll fucking off myself, it's simpler.

But while I'm here, I'll be dieting. I'm doing weight watchers to try a normal-er diet. Today was fine. I find it hard to track what I eat/don't eat as I'm so forgetful. Today I had 1 less than my recommended intake of points. You have to have a minimum of 14, so I'll aim to just have that in fruit or something.

Will add thinspo soon as I can.

Goth-Emo-Black type thinspo

This answers my question:

I want for gothy-emo-black type thinspo. I tend to favour black, mainly 'cus it's slimming in appearance.

*Blows party whistle*

Okay, so I'm finally down to a safe stone, pound and BMI rank. All good things.

However, the dilemma of the weekend is upon me. I've had lunch already which was an obscene amount of calories. I'd quite like some pizza for tea but that's a million grams of fat, starch, grease and thousands of calories. So I shouldn't. But I have to bring it to my room regardless. Do I eat it? Do I not? Do I have some salad instead? Gah.

Will update some thinspo shortly.

Thin.